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Honey coated words wouldn’t sweetened up his concerns. How could he rest without worries when he knew that at any given moment someone could come into her and give Flora the stability and the chance of living a life where both of them could grow old together? It was something that he could not offer no matter how badly he wanted to.
Andreas brushed her hand away; he regretted his decision almost right away. A tired sigh escaped from his mouth as he searched for her warming and loving gaze – it had the power to make him feel at ease. “You still don’t understand it.” He clenched his fists and contoured the flower shop counter until he was face to face with her, the Goliath to her David. “I cannot grow old with you. I cannot give you children either. I cannot give you a stable life because my head will be always on the line.” Reaching for her cheeks, he cupped one of them with his hand and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear with the other. Little by little, the more he looked at her, the more he drowned in her eyes, the harder it was to let go of her.
“Yet here I am wanting you all for myself.” Hence the jealousy that took over him moments ago when he saw this man looking at her the same he did. “Quite the melodrama.”
⊰ ✿ ⊱ — She wanted to hit him for being so considerate. For caring so much about her well being without remembering she cared too much. no. Loved him too much to let him go so easy. Acting if he was the only one with risk. Like the only who could hurt her. The only one who had demons on their back. But that wasn’t the cause. ( how could it be? ) Was he forgetting the important thing about her too? she wasn’t free either.
Eyes begged to water, to let out her frustration — but she wasn’t the one that needed the comfort. Orbs confused, frantically moving at his gaze, trying to understand, trying to prove her love. ❛ Andreas what are you saying? i — ❜ words were breathless, finding it hard to speak with new found understanding. She was mess, heart beating too rapidly in her chest for her to comprehend,. — hard for her to breathe. ❛ you’re saying this as if i don’t already know that. You’re saying this as if it’s going get me to go away; as if i’m going to leave. Andreas. Don’t you get it? i don’t care about danger, whatever comes to us,. No life is perfect. I know you care about me, so much but you can’t hide me away from everything bad that might happen. You can’t play with fate my love. ❜ There was a soft connotation to words. words that were hard to speak, the lump in her throat making it nearly impossible for her to do so. Hands gripping the bottom of his shirt tightly creasing the shirt in small hands.
❛ I love you idiot. No matter what you say you can’t give to me. I don’t need any of that. Don’t you realise that? i only need Y O U. that’s all. & i’m happy. Because i’m content, i have the one person that has loved me for who i am in my life. You saying this about wanting me all to yourself when i’m the same. I don’t want to let go of you Andreas. And i don’t intend to. ❜