Anonymous
asked:
why do u take soooo long with everything ?

( just a fair bit of a warning ; under the cut contains a lot of swearing & if you’re not okay with that, please move on by, i don’t want anyone complaining they’re scarred from reading this. )

Can i just start of by saying excuse fucking you? do you even know how inconsiderate and overall RUDE what you’re saying is?  Never in my years of writing here on tumblr have i ever gotten a message so simply astonishingly rude towards what i do. I don’t know if you have noticed but i have a life.( hopefully you know what that is. )  And just because you might be able to spend fucking 24 hours in front of your computer screen each day doesn’t mean that i can too. You say that i take ‘ so long ‘ but maybe if i wasn’t trying to put so much god damn effort into everything i write i wouldn’t take so long you fucking twat. If you want me to give you some crusty ass trash as a reply or starter BY ALL MEANS i’ll give you that in seconds, but for the fact that with everyone i write with i’ve been trying and trying to give them a high quality WELL DETAILED reply - sweetheart, that doesn’t come wit a snap my fingers. Not only that. if you didn’t fucking know i am d y s l e x i c. Regardless of it’s only for a small section of me. I have a lot of trouble with my spelling && grammar because of it which causes me to have to read though everything i write like 100 times before i can actually post it without of the fear of people like fucking you picking at me for it. So yeah, if you want a reply that has words or letters missing out on it because half the time my mind don’t recognize it til the fucking seventh time i’ve read it through, by all means fucking have it. But don’t come to me saying that i take so long when i’m actually trying to write something i can ACTUALLY be proud of. Some people wonder why i  have a lot of issues with my anxiety & who i talk to because i don’t honestly have the ability to go up to someone and talk. It’s because of fuck faces such as yourself that go out of their way to make others feel bad. Don’t try and  fucking guilt trip me darling, it’s happened before and i’ve learnt my lesson once. I don’t know if you think you’re some holy god or the queen of England, but get off your plastic chair you’re using as a throne and look at yourself in the mirror. I think it’s fucking disgusting that you’ve actually took time out of you day to message me with this. But all it’s saying to me is that you have WAY too much time on your hands to use. go read a book, learn a new language go outside. pls. it will do us all a favor. Cause’ i think being stuffed up by your computer screen all day is clouding up your sorry ass mind. 

i honestly hope for the sake of your life and my sanity, you see how horrible you’ve just acted. Yes, i might be a horrible person now but over this year and a half i have bit my tongue from slamming myself on so many of you actually vile people who think you all have the audacity to bring someone down because you think you’re some high up person. But one thing you should fucking remember next time. : do not fucking subject me into forcing myself to hurry up for you as you think i’m taking too long. if you would’ve cared to ask i would be able to fucking explain to you the issues i’m having with not only my family, but with my house with my own school life & my own personal issues. And then maybe you’d actually be able to understand why my time isn’t up to your fucking standards. But at the end of the day, you’re on fucking anon, i shouldn’t even waste my time telling someone who is’ too scared to come to my face and speak. Have a fucking nice life bitch  

kiss kiss xx.