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      to listen, this he does well. her words feel a little too somber for him, wasted away by corrupted youth in the blood of his veins. and, he supposes, it is not particularly normal to be so understanding of such solemnity. it was in and of his nature to care for others– whether it be through simple gestures of affection or words that held some sentimentality. he had struggled with such an identity. truthfully, he still does, but he allows himself his moments. if for a while. “things changed.” he repeats, his voice soft. “yeah. yeah, I get that. I was honestly real scared of caring. not ‘cos it would be taken away from me, nothing like that.” he shrugs. “maybe ‘cos I thought it would be useless. like, what’s it gonna give me? people are so fuckin’ mean sometimes, y’know.” he then looks at her, smiling. “but what changed?”

⊰ ✿ ⊱  — A memorial moment flashed through eyes of warmth ; doted in delicacy in remembering those who help her live in a world of regret. Accusations of wrong doings were missed ;  compassionate :  she was so dear ! a swept gaze was kind, even when she tried to follow the was away from her troubles. A cataclysm could follow ; tremendously painful. Yet to conclude it all ; how was she to tell if it was there to take away her pain ? There was an eternity of tranquility between words that were spoken. Yet it did not reek of distaste. Instead, it was warm ; comforting for her.  ❛ it wasn’t that i didn’t wish to care ; I was alone for too many of my younger years to understand what caring was. the process of it was always confusing. — that it wasn’t just that simple, it came with real emotions, real things I had to feel.  ❜  For once she jumbled over words ; yet her tone was still drenched in sweetness. Keeping it’s posture was the heartfelt words spewed out of her lips.  ❛ what didn’t change ?  ❜ There’s a smile that tugs up the corners of her lips now,  seemingly bright, there’s warmth in her heart again. ❛ there were people that came into my life and taught me that things could change, and for the better. They helped me learn to laugh, to love. They helped me understand what the point was to it all, i owe them everything for that.  ❜